A petition from you
Baby, It’s scary and sudden and scary all over again. This is not what you thought growing into your body meant. This is not what you thought resting meant. It feels like your life has been turned upside down but I believe in you. You can’t walk the way you used to before but you can walk a different way. You can’t smile the way you used to before but you can breathe and sigh and observe and appreciate. You can love and pray and wish…….that can be enough for now. Your body might be failing you but you are so much more than your body, than a chronic illness, than pain, than disability. You are you and that makes me proud. Like prophetess Abbey Smith said “I’m feeling gorgeous.” But she also said “Will you wait for me?” Baby will you wait for me to heal and if I don’t, will you please love me anyway? The way that I love you. Geçmiş Olsun Bella